Fall

It is fall and the temperature is falling... trees are turning amber and their leaves are falling... had some spare time... drew this to kill time... experimented with texture... and came out with this picture. Some things are only possible with a computer... other things with a brush... but when it comes down to drawings... it really does not matter...

School is getting boring... why cant it be a bit more interesting, a bit more challenging... the pace of work is slow... school feels like a part time job... something you do and forget thereafter... there is no meaning or purpose for me in school... its all about the cert at the end of the day... all i can say is that school is dead... the only interesting subjects are manufacturing and design... these two drive me... everything else is a yawn...

i miss my saxophone... i want to go busking... to play whatever i like, whatever i want... all to get some insignificant spare change... i dun have to be good... dun have to impress... without a care in the world... just to close my eyes and feel the music play... i will get my audience as they rush to and from the tube staton and i just hope to see someone smile and pop a coin into my case... and i just hope someone, some stranger, will stop to listen... i just hope... it will be so so so so cool...

but its a dream... the reality is that i have laundry to do... someday, all these mundane tasks of life will be automated. and I envision such a world... a world where laundry baskets will wash, dry and iron your clothes once they are full... where we go into a shop/restaurant get our goods/food and walk out of the gentry as sensors and tags and our credit card calculates and pays for all the goods and services... where refrigerators will do your online groccery shopping for you... where cars are automated and environment-friendly.. where robots will clean your house when you step out of your house for work... a world where we can all concentrate on the important things in life...