roomliness

Have you ever had one of those days where you feel really bored... you cant wait for the sun to set? and rise again?? feeling as if you should be doing a whole lot more with your time? but just dun know how to do it?? you feel as if you should be out there:
conquring the world
changing history
advancing humanity
but you find yourself still in your room... staring at a computer and typing a blog just so that you can spend the time? haizz... today is one of those days...

i just feel inspired to do stuff... but there is nothing to do... other than starring out of the window... i could study and i know i should be studying for next week's tests... but i am not in the mood right now... i should be doing greater things... other than mugging... i am daydreaming... thinking about the future... entertaining ideas in my head... and the future is so exciting... i just hope i can live to see my ideas/visions come true... hmm.... i am still daydreaming... i like letting my imagination take over... reality just cannot compare... but ultimately, its reality that matters... haizz... one day... one day, i promise... i will make it a reality... when the time is right, the funding will come...

reminds me of a book i had which i would write my ideas down... hmm... and i sorely forgot to bring it here... haizz... a book that will be handy in a time like this... haha... a book kinda like a diary... but instead of writing about the past... its about the future... or rather my ideas... that are yet to come true... many of the ideas are destined never to come true... but i just wrote them down anyway... hmmm.... writing them on pieces of paper just does not do them justice... oh well... no choice... too bad...just hope i remember to bring them back home...

just had the most expensive badminton game in my life... ... it will still be more expensive even if i did not convert currency... yup... y doesnt london have community centres?? or community clubs? or whatever you like to call them...

finances are looking good... thanx to "income" from parents/relatives/pastors... yup pastors frm evangel family church...thanx for the love offerings... greatly appreciated... and also money from mom and dad and ah ma... hmm... i dun know y they still need to give me an allowance... i got the government to do that... haha... just joking... also greatly appreciated...